Skip to main content

My friend Kenny York launched one of the fastest growing non-profit ministries I’ve ever seen. Manna Cafe is a mobile feeding ministry in my hometown. They take food to where the homeless and hungry live. It was amazing to watch them flourish in two fast moving years and I was happy to be a small part of it.

Recently Kenny and I were talking about his story. He has some “baggage” in his past. There were times of partying…a little more than most of us have partied. There was the period of homelessness. There were the days that were so dark he couldn’t even see any hope of future light.

He calls it his “wilderness experience”.

Many of us have similar stories, but they didn’t all run as deep as Kenny’s did.

Today Kenny is an ordained Gospel preacher. They call him Pastor Bubba and he is reaching people who will never enter most of our churches.

I’m so proud to call Kenny my friend.

Kenny said something in our conversation I thought was worth repeating. Perhaps it applies to you in your story. Maybe you are doubting the purpose for your struggles, or at least how God could ever use them for good. Perhaps you are in a leadership position, but you feel slightly unqualified because of your past. You fear if people knew the real you, they may not respect you…or even love you anymore.

Maybe Kenny’s story can help.

Kenny said:

Without my wilderness experience, I wouldn’t have the scars I needed to do what I’m doing right now.

Wow!

Have you ever thought of it that way?

Your scars have shaped you into who you need to be, so God could use you how you were designed to be used. The scars you are now developing, even though you can’t see it at this time, are achieving a greater glory that will someday be revealed.

You wouldn’t be who you are designed to be…without your scars.

He comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any kind of affliction, through the comfort we ourselves receive from God. 2 Corinthians 1:4

Are you at a point yet where you can see how God is using your scars?

Related Posts

Ron Edmondson

Author Ron Edmondson

More posts by Ron Edmondson

Comments (20)

Loading... Logging you in...
  • Logged in as
I think the scars have the potential for us being better "ministers" to others. They can humble us and help us be more sensitive to the needs of others. I think they also tend to make us less judgmental. Thanks ron.
1 reply · active 668 weeks ago
I've often been reminded that Rahab kept her harlot title...even into the faith chapter.
I love the scripture that you have included with this post. I do believe God is using me to help others through my scars (that is why I've earned them right!). They do get 'picked' on occasion and have to re-heal, but when I stop and remember that God is using me to reach others, then I move on to do just that...it's when I focus on myself, the woe is me theory (selfish), that I fall again causing a new scar.

I'm going to memorize that scripture, thank you for the reminder that God loves me all the time. I needed this reminder today! Thanks Ron.
1 reply · active 668 weeks ago
Awesome. Thanks Melissa
Great thought Ron. We can never be truly effective in life and ministry until we are broken.
1 reply · active 668 weeks ago
Thanks! I've actually preached that about Rahab also. Love how the Bible shows us the scars.
If you think about it, we can't afford to forget our past. If we forget our past, we'll forget the grace that brought us out!
The other interesting thing about scars is that they are usually stronger than the original skin. That is why "scar tissue" is so tough. Our scars make us stronger...even tho the wounds that cause them can be extremely painful.

Thanks for sharing this!
2 replies · active 668 weeks ago
I like how you have pointed out that scars are 'stronger'....wow, needed that. Just a great blog today!
Great point! Love it.
I have often said, in teaching my kids, when we are saved, God calls our entire lives. He calls our worst fears, our greatest failures, greatest accomplishments, worst nightmares and greatest dreams! All these things make up who and what we really are. They make the loudest statement of God's grace!
1 reply · active 668 weeks ago
I like that. He redeems all of us!
Scar's are visible marks;

- Marks of ownership, as God's sheep He brands His ownership on us, Is 49:16
- Marks of healing, all healing leaves a scar, Is 53:5
- Marks of love, Prov 3:12, Heb 12:6

Blessings - Chet
1 reply · active 668 weeks ago

The Top 10 Leadership Posts I Read The Week Of June 18th | Brian Dodd On Leadership

[...] I Needed Those Scars by Ron Edmondson.  Thanks Ron for putting pain in perspective for us. [...]
True Ron! The experience of wilderness helps a lot in shaping our course of life. Sometimes, wilderness helps us to refine ourselves and move more closer to God and surrender unto him.
1 reply · active 668 weeks ago
It's happened for me.

Post a new comment

Comments by